| Beginning
a new project – the challenge
Honestly, I start with a cup of strong coffee!
To me, getting started is the biggest challenge
of all. That is the bottom line for each day
and for each creation. When I begin anything
new, whether it is a new painting or a new
way of applying paint to a canvas, I clear
away anything that might be a distraction;
no phone calls, no music, no conversations.
I make sure I am surrounded with all sizes
and shapes of canvasses in case my idea takes
a twist in any direction. Usually when I make
a start, I will have chosen a subject, or have
been commissioned a work, but it may be that
I am playing with a new idea, something I want
to experiment with. Commissions and supplying
other galleries always comes first, before
experimentation.
Once I have decided on the work, I sit back
and let my mind wander over what I have produced
in the past, what I have just been observing
and what I think I want to create. When I come
up with a clear vision, I start to paint. And
I let the paint do the work. It is as though
my subconscious mind takes over and my knowledge
of my medium and the practice I have had over
a long period of time joins with that part
of my mind, to produce the work on the canvas.
I have learned to go with it, to allow the
process a life of its own.
With starting anything new there is a barrier
of fear between me and the thing I want to
accomplish. It is amazing what a white canvas
can do to your level of fear. By paying attention
to fear yet focusing on the task and the paint,
the hurdle of fear is overcome. At one point
I painted only small canvasses and was terrified
to produce anything large. Then, I was commissioned
a dozen large pieces, I had my cup of coffee
and began. When I was finished, I sat back
and was pleased with my work, realizing that
the whole point of painting is really in creating
beautiful images. When I look back on that
particular incident I know I was so slow, I
probably earned five dollars and hour, but
the experience was worth every minute.
Des Spencer
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